{"id":1990,"date":"2012-10-01T00:09:43","date_gmt":"2012-10-01T00:09:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/azar.ink-and-quill.com\/?p=1990"},"modified":"2012-10-01T00:09:43","modified_gmt":"2012-10-01T00:09:43","slug":"fic-ships-in-the-night-part-417-ql-samdonna","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azar.ink-and-quill.com\/?p=1990","title":{"rendered":"Fic: Ships in the Night part 4\/17 (QL, Sam\/Donna)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Donna.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Donna&#8217;s eyes flew open at the sound of her own name. Standing beside her bed was a pretty, middle-aged woman with shoulder-length brown hair and kind eyes wearing an emerald green blouse and black skirt.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;How did you know..?&#8221; she began.<\/p>\n<p>The woman smiled. &#8220;We&#8217;ve been friends for a long time. I certainly hope I know your name.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Donna frowned, trying to call up a picture of this woman in her mind, but everything except her own name still escaped her. &#8220;I&#8217;m sorry, I&#8230;&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I know you don&#8217;t remember me, but that&#8217;s all right. I&#8217;m Beth.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Pleased to meet you&#8230;again. I guess they told you I&#8217;ve got amnesia, huh?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Beth smiled. &#8220;Well, no, not exactly. In fact, that diagnosis wouldn&#8217;t be completely accurate. What you&#8217;ve got is what we call a swiss-cheesed memory.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Donna smiled at the accuracy of the term. &#8220;It&#8217;s a typical symptom of what you&#8217;ve been through,&#8221; her companion continued.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You mean being shot or whatever?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Beth laughed. &#8220;No. In case you haven&#8217;t already figured it out, you&#8217;re not the one who was shot. You&#8217;re not Ferne Marshall.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m glad somebody finally noticed. What am I, some sort of Secret Agent surgically altered to look like her in order to catch the gunman?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Well, something like that, although I&#8217;m afraid it&#8217;s a bit more complicated.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;More complicated? Oh, boy!&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Beth smiled at Donna&#8217;s subconscious usage of Sam&#8217;s favorite expression.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re right about one thing, it is secret. So secret that I can&#8217;t even fill you in on all the details you&#8217;ve forgotten. Only what you need to do what you&#8217;re here for.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Donna nodded curiously.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Your name is Donna Alessi, and you&#8217;re one of the top administrative and research associates on Project Quantum Leap. The reason you can&#8217;t remember much is the same reason you see Ferne Marshall&#8217;s face when you look in the mirror. You&#8217;ve traveled twenty-two years back in time.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Incredible as it was, the story rang a faint bell in Donna&#8217;s mind. Without any further explanation she was able to connect the two seemingly unrelated mysteries.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Yes, I remember&#8230;sort of. But then how did you&#8230;how can you&#8230;?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Beth held out one hand towards her. &#8220;Take my hand.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Donna reached for the outstretched hand and her fingers passed right through it. She stared open-mouthed at the ghostly visitor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m a neurological hologram, projected from your own time to help you. Because of this, I can only be seen and heard by you.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;You&#8217;re just a hologram? But I thought you said we had been friends for a long time?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I&#8217;m a hologram to you, but where I am, which is what we call the Imaging Chamber, you and everything else here is a hologram to me.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Once again the bizarre explanation made perfect sense and small bits of memory were coming back to fill in the details.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;So, if no one else can see you, I guess I&#8217;d better not talk to you when there&#8217;s anyone else around.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;That&#8217;s a good policy, although sometimes we&#8217;ll have to talk in the prescence of others. I&#8217;d suggest just trying to phrase what you say to me in a way that they&#8217;ll think it&#8217;s directed at them.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Donna nodded. &#8220;Did I volunteer to do this?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Beth smiled sadly. &#8220;Yes you did.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Why?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>The hologram hesitated. &#8220;I&#8217;m afraid I can&#8217;t tell you. 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